you know what i want do right now?

i want to spend the whole day at the beach..wade in the blue waters, lie down on my back and bathe in the sun...listen to the crashing waves and relish the peace and quiet..

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i want to drive in a deserted highway and feel the wind on my face...

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i want to stay in bed and watch Friends with my sister..

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i want to finish my thesis and earn my Masters degree..

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i want to get the job i so wanted and be successful in it..

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i want to splurge and buy all the VNC shoes that i have been eyeing..

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i want to clean my room, put more shelves and buy a new bed..

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i want to change my wardrobe for a more professional look..

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i want to eat dulce de leche cheesecake and drink mine shine milk tea

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i want to spend quality time with my baby - doing nothing, saying nothing, laughing about nothing/anything and yet having the grandest time...

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i want to spend a whole day doing nothing but meditating on God's Word and marvel at His plans for my life...

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i want to do all of these things RIGHT NOW!!! haaaay..

you are my miracle too..

don't blame me if i am starting to plan for our 2009 wedding this early. i'm trying to picture it already..after all, i want it to be perfect..well, i know it's going to be perfect because i will be marrying someone i love so much..(okay, okay..im getting way too mushy!) but i can't help but be excited about it..i'm trying to plan things out in my head and i really want it to be special. a simple and special wedding but nothing too grand..what i want is that all the people we care for will be there, and that my groom will be there as well...hahaha of course, he'd better be! =P

terence made me listen to a song he dedicates for me..and believe it or not, i get teary-eyed whenever i hear it because i picture him singing this song to me on our wedding day. haaaay..love! hehe


"Angels Brought Me Here"

[Verse 1]
It's been a long and winding journey, but i'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces, and walking back into the light
Into the sunset of your glory, where my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling, when i look into your eyes...

[Bridge]
My dreams came true, when i found you
I found you, my miracle...

[Chorus]
If you could see, what i see, that you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

[Verse 2]
Standing here before you, feels like i've been born again
Every breath is your love, every heartbeat speaks your name...

[Bridge 2]
My dreams came true, right here in front of you
My miracle...

[Chorus]
If you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

[Bridge 3]
Brought me here to be with you,
I'll be forever grateful (oh forever Faithful)
My dreams came true
When I found you
My miracle...



my baby, you are my miracle too..i love you so much! =)

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i just had my first job interview after 5 years! it was at john clements and it went well naman..(although the people who interviewed me wondered why i wanted to leave my job now). this is exciting! i'm just waiting for another interview with their HR manager..Lord, i know all is well! i dont know what the result would be but i believe that God will give me the right company, the right position at the right time..can't wait! =)

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i told some of my counselees already that i am leaving..some of them took it well, but there were others who really felt bad about it. they even got angry at me and tried to bargain for me to stay for one more year..i kinda expected that, because i know that they would think that i'm leaving them. but i know that in time they will understand. and besides, i'm pretty sure that they would get over that fast..

it's their last day tomorrow and i am kinda dreading it. i mean, this is it..this is really goodbye. though of course, i expect to run into them at one time or another, but it's not going to be the same. no more call-outs, no more tambays in my office before classes and until recess is over, no more hugs, no more "oh my god miss, you know what..." i know i will REALLY, REALLY, REALLY miss those..more than words can say. but like what i told myself a hundred of times, this is something i have to do. change is something that i need in order to find myself. haaay, it makes me teary-eyed just by thinking about it. i know that i should not be attached to them, as a counselor, i should know that well. but these kids have been a part of my life for 5 years and it is painful to let all of them go. but life must go on. it may be hard for me now, but i know that this is for the best. God has a great plan for me in the new career that i am venturing into. and i know that God has great plans for my "kids" as well...


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goodbyes are really tough..that's why im never fond of it. but goodbyes are also beginnings..a beginning of even better things, a beginning of change..and i know change is good..i like changes..=)

actually, i've been thinking of a number of changes that i'd be having this quarter of the year. i need God's wisdom on how to deal with everything..basta, change is good..change is good..

hehe pardon my babbling..im just talking to myself..=P